I’m horribly bad at keeping up with this thing now-a-days. I’ve been so incredibly busy that I’ve had no time at all to update you guys on my life.
For starters, the student ministry that my friends and I were starting that I mentioned a couple of posts back got cancelled. I am completely heartbroken about it and extremely saddened that this won’t be the change that is coming to my city. My advice to you all is in situations like these, it is best to work with people who have the same fire burning passion that you do. My passion is my city. I’m in love with it and the people and I’m ready for them to experience God. I believe this will be the generation that will finally wake up.
Also, I have a friend whom I love dearly with every bit of my heart. He makes my heart smile and although I can’t release many details about him, I would greatly appreciate if you guys could keep him in your prayers. He’s struggling right now with a lot.
I’ve been angry lately at the way most churches function. Now, I’m not targeting one church in general, but I’ve just been thinking about the many I’ve attended that have acted in this manner. I do not believe that the church should be a clique and target only one specific group. Rarely do you see outkasts in the church, because no one wants to reach out to them because they are different. And if they are at church, then they aren’t talked to because church is one big clique. I went to a Pentecostal church and of course I didn’t fit in because I’m not Pentecostal. In my head, the response to me coming would be that the church members would welcome me and love me and all that good stuff. Instead I am looked down upon. And that didn’t bother me simply because I was only visiting that church and because I already have Christ in me. My main concern is people who don’t.
School is stressful and I’ve gotten one nights worth of sleep since Sunday but I’m excited to see good grades.
I’m getting my next tattoo probably Friday, or early next week.
Right now, I’m at a point in my life that I have a lot of questions from God and I’m top impatient to wait for an answer. I believe my entire walk with Christ has consisted of me being impatient about one thing or another.
Anywho, that’s all I have for now. I love you all tremendously. If you have prayer requests, send them my way.