How do people fight it
when it just won’t go away
God is so marvelous. And His word is so precious. And I am so blown away that He would love a person like me. It’s amazing.
If any of you know anybody who is suicidal or depressed, please message me their name. I won’t post their name but I’m putting it on a list of people who I will intercede in prayer for. And reblog this please.
My URL is dangelagravity.tumblr.com
I brought a friend to church today.
- Him: I feel really weird being here.
- Me: Why? Is it because you haven't been to church in a long time?
- Him: Nah...I just feel like I'm worse than these people.
- Me: How?
- Him: I feel like I did more bad stuff last night than these people have done in their lives.
Let’s play the “Yes or No” game.
You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes or no.
As I said earlier today, I wasn’t healed. But I stopped taking my steroids about a week ago because I thought I was going to be healed. The problem with that is that when you stop taking these strong steroids, the Lupus comes back five times worse. So I’m in a lot of pain tonight and I really need prayer for that because I have finals tomorrow and Friday.
I didn’t get healed tonight. And that’s okay. I won’t get angry. I won’t bump God out of my life.
I am in pain, though- physically and emotionally. And all I can do is wonder why I have to endure more days of Lupus. And why I have to be in pain.
But God is God and He is good and His will be done.
I’m speaking in faith that within the next couple of days, God is going to heal me of Lupus.
I really love transparent Christians. Christians who can say, “Look, I’m hurting. Everything’s not okay. I don’t have it all together- as a matter-of-fact, I am completely broken.”
We tend to forget that we are allowed to show feelings. The emotions that we have are beautiful.
It does not glorify God to hide what you’re going through or pretend that you’re happy all the time.
It’s okay to be sad, mad, upset, pissed, frustrated, etc.
There are some things that make me cry just thinking about them.
In my lifetime, I will love you a thousand different ways.
When we first met, I loved you as a friend.
When we first held hands, I loved you a little more,
I loved you in little kisses and I loved you in honey and tea.
And even now, when you don’t love me and I am hollow,
when your fingers are cold and missing from my skin,
I still love you in a thousand different ways.
I love you in silence and glancing moments.
I love you when you are not there.
